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What is Real and What Is Fake…… Whats On Your Mind

 

What is Real and What Is Fake…… Whats On Your Mind

Chris and I have always prided ourselves on the truth, the morals in life have always been close to our hearts and of course the belief in what we wish to achieve in life is something that we hope and wish can bring life and meaning into peoples sexual lives.

Does this mean that we are an open door for people to become infatuated and obsessed we think not.

Both of us understand that for there to be an appeal for our films there has to be an attraction, to me, as I am the one appearing on screen, but there also has to be an awareness that Chris is my husband and that his craft as a film maker makes the films what they are and depicts me in the very best light.

We have noticed in months gone by that some of the followers have been becoming more and more complacent with their comments and trying to lure into sexual dialog and many other things by way of offering gifts and of course the promise of a better life and everything else that people think can of, to entice me into being deceitful and do things behind Chris’s back.

So I felt it was time that I put out for the world to read my feelings as Chris and I are an open book.

Is This Fake Or Real

What makes this business real for myself and Chris is the relationship we have in our marriage, if we watch the multiple millions of films out on the net the fundamental basis of everything is deceit and hard core sex, well you know what, some peoples lives might be like that, but for us thats not the case. We share our vision and thats because we want to create a world of erotic art as part of our own enjoyment and pleasure whilst at the same time, offering visual stimulation to others.

Many think Xhamster, Pornhub and many other platforms are dating sites, a chance to get to know the person behind the films and fall in love, become obsessed and then in reality when they realise that at no time is anything going to happen, turn very nasty, threaten and become abusive on line.

The other day in the light of the attacks in London I was asked for web cam I said no and was told that this person was going to come and rape me, kill my husband and a whole host of other things as he wished me dead like the ones in the attack, of course he was blocked and reported. One comment on the web site was so bad that we had to report it.

What Chris and I do is for the creation, our vows and marriage is our world and our family life is one that we cherish dearly, when we made the commitment to each other it was for life, and yes I know the cynics out there say well you will change and grow apart, but the reality is Chris is a lot older than me by sixteen years, he has a stable life and has seen and done things that most of us would never of dream of, thus making him an extremely interesting and loveable man. We are together 24 hours a day 7 days a week and that has not changed for over ten years, we have moved three countries and about ten houses, we have two wonderful boys and they share a life and world that is very different to the online world we have created to show case our films, in fact they think their father and myself are gem dealers, which we are from time to time. Lets Face it how many parents discuss their sex life with their young children ! We don’t. Birds and the Bees may be, not what we do in the bedroom.

Why Would I Be Telling Everyone This

Well there are a number of reasons. so I will catalogue them.

1). We are always asked when am I going to stop doing solo films and make films with other people. Well here is the truth peeps, if we just book a model or performer in and make a film then its porn, any one can make porn. If we look at the big screen most of the actors know each other, they are working together for two or three years on one production, so by the time they get to do their scenes guess what, they get into character but there is already a click a bond, may be not sexually but there is a lack of awkwardness or being fake.

Thats what we want a bond a click and personality of friends a relaxation on set that makes it very intimate and unique to our productions and so this takes time in finding people, building the friendship, yes we can go to a hundred agencies and have done and we get the same thing, fake boobs, tattoos, piercings, not that there is anything wrong with these it just does not suit our productions, but the people and dare I say performers have become accustomed to the way people shoot in the porn industry, so finding people for our production company is very difficult, we want reality. With that said we have people that will be joining our productions, does this mean that I have a relationship with them NO, I don’t fall in love with them, we simply as a group of creative likeminded people have a very good bond and a friendship with a common interest art and film.

The sex scenes that are planned are going to be tamed down sometimes its not what you see its what you might see, and let your imagination flow. The purpose of us making the films is that through Chris’s clever writing abilities he has crafted a book called ‘Chronicles Of Sex’ that is a bridge between main stream and the adult film world, creating films that are very erotic and sensually driven, all members of the Marielle Karlman site will automatically become members of the Chronicle Of Sex members area.

So whats to come from us in future extremely more erotic films, yes, with other people, yes, less of the depiction of close up sexual act, yes, real love making but about the connection not the sex. We make erotica NOT PORN.

2). As highlighted above some people have become obsessed with the screen life of myself. Both Chris and I have worked in the adult industry for over fifteen years, prior to meeting Chris I made some films in my youth but nothing to be proud of and in my maiden name, I was young and financially in need of earning money as so many do and have the reason for ending up in porn. I moved on, as soon as I met Chris.

The reality of me on the screen is yes I am genuine, yes I am real and will answer questions when I feel comfortable to do so, and of course respond to as many messages as I can. Recently however people have taken private information and tried to use that information against me, they need to grow up, my husband knows everything about me, he monitors every single conversation, not through distrust but to deal with the sad individuals out there that believe in their hearts that their is more than text on screen can offer, yes we have become friends with people we have met and from all over the world, Chris very often emails back and forth with a man that is married from the USA and loves what we do, yes I do tweet to people, some that I have now regarded as my friends, as they take what we have between Chris and I as the realist value, I am a person not an object, I can’t be bought, I can’t be lulled into love, I cant be talked round and certainly not interested in any other man or woman for that matter.

3). In recent months we have been gifted from an amazing array of people, from the USA, Germany, UK and from a few other places dotted around the world Like Japan. the people that have gifted have been genuine in their desire to help and have been amazing support for Chris and I, not just financially but also from a moral boost and kind words. There is however as in most societies the odd one that shows true colours and becomes jealous, vindictive and a troll. I compare it to the men out there that buy you a drink and think they can get into your knickers. ‘I took you for dinner’, so I have a right to kiss you good night at the end of the night, NO, STOP. Honest people expect nothing, true people do nothing to harm others or say things that are spiteful. After calling people names and disrespecting them how on earth do they think they can return as fiends, OH YES, I get it return on the internet in another name, and try to pretend, two failings with that IP addresses are transparent and trackable, the other its impossible not to come through as the same person in the text messaging…. One person even used a dead persons name to set up bogus accounts. Very sad but true all in the name of deceit. Karma is a wonderful thing.

Here is where we stand in honest truth, we do not have overdrafts, we do not have private backers, we do not have investors, we make all our films from small profit margins that we make in other aspects of business, we hope one day to commit to the Pleasure Vision Studio concept two hundred percent, at the moment we can only dedicate 98%, we have turned down a lot of other business opportunities to do this, because our belief is that we will make a genre of films that will be more widely accepted. With over twenty million views and climbing I guess we are doing that.

Every cent that is raised and donated is amazing and genuinely helps us to step a little closer, but with recent set backs of equipment being bought and then retracted we have a bigger scaled desire now to achieve our dream and now have the equipment requirements down to a few simple items.

Chris will be doing a whole long blog on his equipment and youtube channel that he is opening.

To the real genuine ones and you know who you are we thank you from the bottom of the heart and really cherish your friendship and communication.

3). We think that as we progress through the development of our business and the sheer volume we hope to create in the near future that our audience you the watching public have a clear understanding and honest approach to everything we do. Publicly denouncing people because their actions have been irresponsible and immature, would take too much of our time and lets face it from time to time we have all had a drink and regretted what we say, but for the long term pursuers and people that harass and use foul means to try and trick and communicate by deception and using false names having been blocked, grow up, there is nothing to be gained because you will be found out and what do you possibly hope to achieve, Nothing. Because Nothing is ever going to happen, if you have upset me you have upset Chris and if you have upset him, as he monitors every last second of traffic he will find you and lock you out again. I am honest and straight forward I am to the point and I am not ashamed of what I do.

For the better of social networking, for the better of social building and friendship development, are we not better in times of bombs, killings and death to be straight forward than trying to lead a lie, not just to me but to the ones you love and share your real life with. When out time comes and it comes to us all, I will not be turning to the internet to hold my hand, I will be turning to the ones that know me and cared for me and loved me as my family for many years.

With thought I wanted to touch on the sheer volume of attacks in the three recent months in my homeland the UK, cowards, killed innocent people, lives taken as young as eight years of age whom most likely have never heard of Syria, ISIS or any atrocity around the world. Lets stop being politically correct and be honest to ourselves and to those around us, we don’t have the solutions, governments don’t have the solutions, the voice of a democratic opinion has the solution, speak out and be heard, do not sit there and be afraid. Stand together and unite and fight the world issues that wish to destroy society as we know it. For all the victims you are in our prayers daily.

Summary:

No finger is pointed at one person, no issue has been taken up as a challenge, I hove spoken my mind about issues that quite frankly are getting up my nose and making me quite angry, because if our love in creation of erotic films attracts the issues and problems that we have seen in the past three months online directed at us, then is it worth it and is it worth the sheer hassle of arguing with people because they have a different motive, of love and friendship and hoping one day I will fall for their gifts and their smooth talking, NOT going to happen, Never, as an attractive women coming up to her forties, I get a lot of attention when I am out, I live in Spain and soon Italy, hot blooded men, but you know what Chris sees it not me as I am totally oblivious as I am wrapped up in my love for him, and for him he takes great pride in the attention, he is a proud man of his woman, he is proud of my achievements and hence the reason for enjoying the film making process, its a way of expressing his pride of me. For now we will continue making what we are doing and developing more and more Chris is doing a lot of work with Special effects and with Greens screen, we are looking now at the live broadcasting aspect form a club in Pairs, where monthly shows will be held and Chris will be broadcasting live.

We think that this is about theatre as much as realism, this may be a contradiction in terms but in reality its not the theatre is the setting and the drama and realism is myself and those whom will be appearing with me.

Chris also would like to say the reaction of Chronicles Of Sex and the amount of people registered for the first chapter is amazing, thank you so much, there will be an exclusive interview on my web site very soon about the Chronicles of Sex, and what we are going to be doing with it and of course the release date, Members of my web site will get the advance version of Chronicles Of Sex free of charge and we hope to have that with you by the end of August.

As many of you know Spain is now a departing aspect of our lives and packing is already going on, Italy for the Pilot will be the initial destination, but we are relocating our main home to a very cold place !!!! more of that to follow but it has been decided for business reasons and we look forward to that challenge when we leave Italy.

Thank you everyone that has been part of our lives to date and I appreciate your time in reading this article, I needed to express my feelings and be open. to the new friends that come along be respectful, to the old we cherish you friendship and to those that troll, get help.

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